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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. SCGS(P);; a little too late now, dont you think? SCGS(S), LIVE THE MOMENT BABY. GUIDES COY 2 KINGFISHERGUIDES COY 1 DOVE; OMG WE SO PWN. kisses; bitchfacee<3
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Tuesday, May 20, 5:24 PM
i dont know what to say right now. i really really really dont know what to say.
i do this so i wont end up hurting you and me in the end.
but what i am doing now...
am i hurting you worse this way?
i just dont want what happened in the previous years to happen again
or am i just thinking that way?
forcing myself to belive that what i'm doing is for the best
i am aren't i.
becusae somewhere deep down i really really
and yet you remind me so much of her.
so much of that person i trusted and looked up to and loved like a sister.
you remind me so much of her.
so much til now i get the same nightmares i got the last time.
i know that now, you're probably hating me for making you call just to tell you that i hated you.
and i expected you to demand and answer.
i expected you to get angry and ask me why i was acting this way.
but you didnt.
and that's what makes me feel so bad.
you actually said that you would'nt force me for an answer.
and that's what makes me feel so pathetic right now.
of how i could ever judge you the way i did.
of how i could ever think that you'd ever be like her.
and that's why,dear friend, if you're reading this now.
i apologise for all that i've done.
for everything i said over the phone.
i take back everything i said, even though the damage is already done.
but never the least.
i am so sorry
you dont have to forgive me if you dont want to
but fyi; you're one of the greatest friends ever.