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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. ~~SCGS(P)~~;; a little too late now, dont you think? SCGS(S), LIVE THE MOMENT BABY. ~~GUIDES COY 2 KINGFISHER~~GUIDES COY 1 DOVE; OMG WE SO PWN. kisses; bitchfacee<3

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Thursday, May 15, 2:45 PM

i hate being cheated by friends;
being lied to by the people i hold so dear;
being left in the dark all this while;
you should've told me earlier;
you should'nt have let me find everything out myself.
maybe if you had just said something;
things wouldn't have turned out this way;
and i wont be feeling the pain of having to endure this for the rest of my life.

but right now, i hate you.
for all the trouble you have caused;
for your hypocritical ways.
you were so funny in the begining.
but appearences can lie,
and i now know how true that is,
oh so true.

you've not only done it once or twice.
you've done it so many times but you've never suceeded once
you're still trying now, are'nt you?
trying so hard to break me and all my other friends up.
are you jealous or something?
you know how close i am to them and yet you try so hard to hurt me.
you tell me things i dont wanna hear.
you make me feel so embarassed,
like what i'm doing is wrong,
and it'll hurt others.

you ask me why i'm so "obsessed" with her.
i only think she's a nice person.
is it wrong to be her friend?

you tell me that she ratted on me,
but when i confront her she says she did no such thing.
Why?

are you trying to break us up because you dont want me to be hurt by those "untrue friends" later in life? or are you just jealous that no matter what you do, they will never EVER be as close to you the same way they are close to me. you know that what i'm saying is true. Both of us know the truth, but we carry on as if everything's so perfect. our own little utopia.
sure, we've been through alot in life, sure, you'll still be my friend. but no-matter what happens, you'll never be one of my best friends