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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. SCGS(P);; a little too late now, dont you think? SCGS(S), LIVE THE MOMENT BABY. GUIDES COY 2 KINGFISHERGUIDES COY 1 DOVE; OMG WE SO PWN. kisses; bitchfacee<3
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Friday, May 16, 8:25 PM
i shall try to make this a happy post. because a gazillion people told me to.
Be happy, i mean.
uhhh.
had colour of speech today.
i can only put it in a nice way by saying that i learnt how to sleep with my eyes open. hmm. that sounds nice. (: not too harsh. they taught us how to pronounce words for 4.5 hours. hmph. i actually thought that it started at 8.30. no such luck manns(: haha.
ok. that's it. i am going to stop trying to feign happiness 'cause i'm not. i feel like crying again. what's wrong with me. so depressed. argh. phuck. i knew this would happen. i have'nt learnt since the last time and now everythings' repeating itself. its always happy in the begining. then the feeling of being ignored, then the paraniod-ness, then the anger and then the tears.
it's always like this . and it always will be. nothing will change in my favour. i thought it would but look where it brought me. i tried to prevent all this. i really really did. i tried to tell you to call me so that i could talk things out and maybe i wont be so upset. you never did. i guess you've got other things to do. things more important than our friendship, huh?
all of you are the same. you all treat me like a back up. you only talk to me when your friends are all gone. i like it when that happens. (: then you listen to me and i can tell you everything. it really helps me to let go of things that have been bugging me for ages.
why am i cursed? can i not make a friend without either getting stabbed in the back eventually or being ignored completely. why? i've tried to prevent history from repeating itself. ha. ya right.
i tried looking at my colour pens today.
guess what?
they didnt work.
no surprise there.
i never thought i'd say this but;
i give up.
ruying