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Saturday, July 5, 8:57 PM
when does things ever turn out the way they should?

i suddenly feel very very down.
i dont know why.
maybe because i'm jealous of friend1
maybe i'm not
maybe i know that i would never be as close to friend2 as friend1
maybe i'm not
or maybe i'm just denying the truth as it comes
trying to make myself think that everything that friend2 ever says to me is because friend2 likes me, trying to make myself think that friend2 is really my friend. i guess not

but i'm not gonna act like an asshole,
i'm not gonna treat anyone differently
i'm just gonna act as if everything is alright
i'm gonna act as happy and gay as i narmally am
i dont want to make anymore trouble
i dont want what happened last term to happen again


i just have to be like barbie;
smiling even though i dont want to

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted
~ say(all i need) oneRepublic


yes, nothing's turned out the way i wanted it to. but then again,
when does it ever?