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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. Tag
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Wednesday, August 20, 10:09 PM
i cant take it no longeri am not going to bear it anymore i cant stand the things flying in my head i can grasp the fact that you are gone forever i dont know what to say i'll miss you. friends; why does that word sound so distant in my heard when i think of you? why does it sound so foreign and why do i feel so weird when i say "friends forever"? maybe it's not meant to be or maybe i thin it's just me things are happening so fast. first it's the arguing amongst my family shouting so loudly even music cant block it out. i can only lock myself in my room and pretend nothings' happening. but when i go down when the shouting has ceased i still see the anger in their eyes... and then the call comes along and my father is upstairs so run and bring the phone up 'cause it sounds urgent. i wonder whats happening, maybe someone fell again. but i find out later my uncle just passed away thanks alot world and they say the world is fair. i shall try to hold my emotions tomorrow. and try to go thorough the day. afterall it's fare well and i better not screw it up for the seniors. what's a home if there is no homey feeling at all they say the world is fair. that's bull shit. i am in absoloutley no mood to bitch about people today. sigh why is my whole world falling apart? ruying. |