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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. SCGS(P);; a little too late now, dont you think? SCGS(S), LIVE THE MOMENT BABY. GUIDES COY 2 KINGFISHERGUIDES COY 1 DOVE; OMG WE SO PWN. kisses; bitchfacee<3


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Thursday, November 6, 9:25 PM
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remember last year on your birthday
i slowly picked out my savings
and ran to the bookshop to buy you something
i didnt know what to get you so i just closed my eyes and picked something out
when i gave it to you the next day you smiled and gave me a big hug
thanking me profusely for it
i just felt really really happy
and thankful that i had a friend like you
i cant say the same for this year now can i?
we dont even talk anymore
and the last thing you told me was to give it up
nothing would ever be the same anymore
i remember that day so clearly
and i sometimes lose sleep over it
i know it's no use anymore
but looking at the candid shots we took before
looking at the notes we used to write to each other
i still feel a pang of regret
that maybe i could have done something to make things change
so that we wouldnt have to go through all this
i still can remember the times we used to laugh so loudly
over the littlest things
and the times the teachers would hear us laughing and
walk out of class and tell us to quieten down
i remember the times we used to spend on the phone
talking about the stupid-est things ever
and the times you'd listen to me while i cry
sometimes i swear i could hear you calling me
but when i turn around it's actually someone else
at night when i sleep i can still remember what you told me
when i tried so hard at something that was totally not me

"stop chasing dreams made for others;
instead find your own dreams
and once you do
you'd never fail"

now life has drawn us to two very different paths
i know that it's better this way
but i cant help missing you everyday
it's your birthday again
i have something for you
i dont know whether i should pass it to you
but yesterday i slowly picked out my savings
and ran to the bookshop to buy you something
i didnt know what to get you so i just closed my eyes and picked something out
this year i dont expect you to give me a hug and a thanks
"i forgive you" is more than enough