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Saturday, April 11, 11:19 PM
And i know you're just around the corner but just around the corner is not enough

sigh
now with all the work and the sleepless nights
the tears and the fustration
i am so so so so so so pissed right now
everything i've been working towards looks like its just gonna topple on top of me
at the begining of the year i made a simple resoulutoion
that i'd get the combi that i want
and that i'd do alright for my cca
and just when it seems so close
everything just dissapears
the dreams
the nightmares
its all coming down on me so fast
i feel as if i cant breathe, like everything is just drowning me
its all taking a toll on me now
i've been getting really irritable
as in i cant seem to control my anger and fustration
i've been snapping at the people whom always been there for me
but now it just takes one or two words to cause me to snap
a simple sorry can piss me off like theres no tommorow
its all so empty
its all so...
insincere
i guess you're not the one in the wrong
but me
it's just that when you do something over and over again
and keep apologising after that,
it doesnt make a difference.
i guess it wasnt you that pissed me off
but myself
i kept thinking that you'd always be there for me
i guess i relied on you too much
i expected you to always cheer me up
because in the begining you always had
i always turned to you
and you were always there
but now you have your own things to worry about
and i guess i feel dejected and i'm sorry for being so cold
i really am
now staring at the picture that we took just on thursday
i feel the memories rushing back
all the time that we spent talking during the holidays
when we talked about the crappiest things
like cleopatra
and we'd end up laughing our asses off
now that school has reopend everything has changed
i'm sorry i expected the same goofy person that i talked to during the hols
i'm sorry i was depended on you so much
i really am

reading all the posts i wrote in sec 1 bring back so many memories