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MUACKS. Its RuYing. I know you love me, you just dont know it yet:X. 06 DEC 1995, now, wasn't that the best day of your life? hehe. Tag
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Saturday, April 11, 11:19 PM
And i know you're just around the corner but just around the corner is not enough
sighnow with all the work and the sleepless nights the tears and the fustration i am so so so so so so pissed right now everything i've been working towards looks like its just gonna topple on top of me at the begining of the year i made a simple resoulutoion that i'd get the combi that i want and that i'd do alright for my cca and just when it seems so close everything just dissapears the dreams the nightmares its all coming down on me so fast i feel as if i cant breathe, like everything is just drowning me its all taking a toll on me now i've been getting really irritable as in i cant seem to control my anger and fustration i've been snapping at the people whom always been there for me but now it just takes one or two words to cause me to snap a simple sorry can piss me off like theres no tommorow its all so empty its all so... insincere i guess you're not the one in the wrong but me it's just that when you do something over and over again and keep apologising after that, it doesnt make a difference. i guess it wasnt you that pissed me off but myself i kept thinking that you'd always be there for me i guess i relied on you too much i expected you to always cheer me up because in the begining you always had i always turned to you and you were always there but now you have your own things to worry about and i guess i feel dejected and i'm sorry for being so cold i really am now staring at the picture that we took just on thursday i feel the memories rushing back all the time that we spent talking during the holidays when we talked about the crappiest things like cleopatra and we'd end up laughing our asses off now that school has reopend everything has changed i'm sorry i expected the same goofy person that i talked to during the hols i'm sorry i was depended on you so much i really am reading all the posts i wrote in sec 1 bring back so many memories ![]() |