whoaaa~:D

Because if you love somebody;

2009-08-10T12:10:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE:) Sigh. Super super pissed now manns.:( I'm stuck at home on a public holiday:( All because my parents wont let me outtt:( WTF. Anyway;; I have like PW to finish up:D So okay larh. OHO. Went to watch UP yesterday. IT WAS AWESOMEZX. Hahaha. But it totally was:)
My blogger is acting weird. :O I think it's actually my computerrr. :( OHMYGAWDD. Watched like NDP yesterday and i THINK i saw Mary Lim? haha. I THINK ONLY.
Hmmm. I can smell the funny oven smell now. I'm not too sure why though. HAHA.
Sigh. I'm all alone at home now with my grandparents. My parents went to Paragon with my bross:( WTBFUCK.
I WANNA GOOO. ~~
Haha.
ohh. Reading XiaXue's blog and comparing it to Dawn Yang's blog. I think that even though both are as equally famous, Xiaxue's one has more depth. Though Dawn Yang is pretty:) But it's obviously plastic surgery larh. HAHA.but STILL.
okok. better go and do my PW:D haha. bye awesomezx.

<3RuYing<3

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY:D

2009-08-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

Listening to SUPER JUNIOR (gasp) now:D ahhaha. So weird. But the other songg;; It's you. It's nice:) haha:D
OHOH. Watching RWJ again:D HAHA.
&& SxePhil:D OMG THEY ARE SO AWESOME:)AND DAMN FUNNY.

OHOH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE AND ELIZABETH GOH:)
Haha.

Had Shaker Fries just now:D

2009-08-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

1. Imagine yourself on board a boat that is sinking. You manage to swim to a life boat and climb in. How many people do you see in the life boat with you?

3.

2. You row to the shore and see a vast desert before you. You collect some belongings and supplies, and head out across the desert in search of salvation. How many pairs of shoes do you use?

2 pairs

3. After much hard travel, you climb a rise of dunes and see a city in the distance. You also notice an oasis not too far away. Do you stop and rest at the oasis for as long as you want, only rest there for a minute, or keep heading towards the city?

Rest at the oasis:D

4. Upon entering the city, you see a castle that intrigues you and decide to go to it. After passing the gates you find yourself walking down the length of a long corridor leading to the throne room. You enter and see a king and a queen sitting side by side on the throne. What do both the king and the queen look like? What characteristics do they seem to embody?

They look old. The King has a white beard and the queen has white hair. And they talk in old English...:D They are nice and friendly and they are superrr generous:D

5. You leave and go down a spiral stairway. It's dark and shadowy, with torches lit intermittently along the walls. As you're walking down a lady (if you are a man) or a knight (if you are woman) from the court passes you by. You only catch a glimpse of their face, and they remind you of someone you know. Who did you see?

My old friend

6. The stairs lead you to a banquet room and you see this long table with a golden goblet in the middle of the table. Looking inside the goblet, how full of wine is it?

It's full

1. How many true friends you perceive you have.(haha:D Really?)
2. How many true loves you'll have before getting married.(2?!)
3. Your personal work ethic.(omg.i'm lazy:()
4. What you imagine your ideal mate to be like.(old? NOOOO.)
5. This is the person you'll never get over for the rest of your life.(wtf)
6. How full it is represents how much of yourself you give in a relationship.(eh?)

'Cause love doesnt pay the bills

2009-08-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

Just found this AWESOME site. So totally loving it. DOLLIECRAVE:D It's a REALLLY preety site. CherryBam. This one too:)
Haha:D
but seriously:)It's really really reallly pretty:D Hahah
My toe really hurts now.
Sigh.

Hmm. I feel really unproductive right now.:( Slept the WHOLE DAY MANNZX. Sad...
Haha.

<3 Ruying

You find music in the stifled sounds of traffic

2009-08-02T15:31:00.001+08:00

I dont know why but I had a sudden VERY STRONG urge to blog. AHHA. Yeahs. I owe MARSYA big time for helping me print my stuff. THANKS HUNNAYE<3. HAHA. hmm. I think I've been saying HAHA alot. I wonder why that is. :D I havent been here in like AGEZX. And I guess its really sad cause my blog is so so so DEAD. :( hmm. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLE DAHRLINGG. <3 STOP HAVING CHRISTMAS CELEBRATIONS IN CLAASSSS<3 hahah.
Looking at some facebook pictures. At THE party. hmmm. I think that the people who went are just trying to fit in.And to one person especially, I'm sorry honey, I know you're trying to be cool but, uh, you're not. STOP TRYING SO HARD.BITCH. I know you dont like me and GUESS WHAT, i dont like you TOO.You only try to be my friend BECAUSE you wanna suck up with MY friends. I think it's dumb to be SOOO obsessed about how you look and CAMWHORING with those AH LIAN poses really really make me wanna PUKE. yeah, there you go, I said it. I know now you're friends with ONE of the popular people so now you're trying hard to be friends with ALL of them? I'm sorry hunaye, uh-uh. It's not gonna work. :) Because dressing like a SLUT isnt gonna help you in ANY way. AT ALL.NOPE, It aint SEXY. Not one bit. Dont be a hypocrite. DONT. It's really BITCHYLY ANNOYING. AND NO. I'm not saying I'm popular but AT LEAST I'm not acting like someone I'm NOT.

Reading Jodie Picoults PERFECT MATCH:) AND ITS FUCKING AWESOME. XOXO. haha.
Hmmm. Listening to my brothers playing the Pokemon theme song on the other lappie OVER AND OVER. Sigh...
I LOVE THIRD EYE BLINDDD! Omg. Jumper is damn nice<3
ok. Signing out for now.
BYE HONEYS.

AND WHOOTS BABY;; I LOVE AFRICAN AMERICANS CAUSE THEY ARE SO EFFING AWESOMEEEEE<3

2009-07-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

i cannot find anything at ALL
omg i feel like dying
cant find my rubber bands
and my whistle/penknife/string
HOLY SHIT MANNS. arhhhhhhhhh
I CANT FINISH THE MONTAGE and history is still due
OMBL. crapcrapcrap

i want to step down
i really do

The Feathers

2009-07-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

AHAH. omg. i havent posted in like AGEZZXXX:(
sigh. so busyy:( aiyah. like omg manns.
HAHAHA. TODAY WAS DAMN FUN. OMGOMGOMGOMG.
THE FEATHERZZZXXX MANNNSSSS. :D teeeeheeeee
OMG:D i love CHRISTOPHER GORHAMMMM:D ahhh. :)
but i think he's like a B- lister in hollywood
:( sadnesss
hahahaha. :D okok.
nothing much to blog abt
love honeyy
<3

2009-06-29T22:12:00.004+08:00

Bro: *tugging on mothers shirt* SHE CALLED ME CRAZY! >:(
Me: I SO DID NOT.
Bro: YES YOU DID. YOU CALLED ME CRAZY IN YOUR MIND

haha. wth. my bro is so annoying:d but i love him anyway

I LOVE LOVE LOVE RAY WILLIAM JOHNSON MANNS
he is so effing funny:3
omg. i just love watching him manns:)
YAY VLOGGERS MANNS
esp him.
hahaha
:D

hmmm.
:D got my phone back dahrlingzx
you guys can so effing call me now
so sorry i havnt replied all your calls
sorrrry:D

<3Ruying

I LOVE YOU ASS HOLE:D

2009-06-28T18:02:00.001+08:00

hehe. omg.

Pop it, Lock it, Polka Dot it

2009-06-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

haha:D
I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE. :D
BALI WAS AWESOME.
but super super hot.
and now i'm in home quarantine.
sad sad.
sigh,.

<3s
ruying

You know you've tried your best when you're out of ideas

2009-06-17T21:58:00.003+08:00

i have decided to start of this post with this super super cute YOUTUBE VIDEO. haha. so totally addicted to this sond now. i know its like damn annoying but it like is so totally growing on meee:D
WITCH DOCTOR by TOYBOX:D
teeeeeheeee.

ohehmgee. i LOVE zac efron. haha. totally random. :(

OHOH. I JUST SQUISEHED A WEIRD BUG CRAWLING ON MY COMPUTER CASE:( i am so so so so sorry. i didnt do it on purpose. i swear. i just wanted to pick you up to have a look at you. really. i shall hope that you to rest in peace, paul. ( the bug looked like a paul.) *a silent tear drips*

It's my life

2009-06-13T17:59:00.001+08:00

It's now or never

oms. my msn inbox isnt like WORKING:O oh shit. how arh? i think i have to like come up with another email:( sigh. so sad... hmph. shit larhs. how? damnit larhs. AHHH:( damn pissed right now.

anyway:D using my dad's computer now:D cause mine has a virus:O damn it right.
whoa.
finally got my email working again and ive got so many emails from guiders:O haha. :DD and i have a new email
A-VACANTAFFAIR@HOTMAIL.COM
just incase i dont respond to the old one, you can try this one. i'll check both from now on:Dhaha
sigh. so much to do now. i need to get the sec 4 farewell proposal done by 15th:0 oh damn. have to call alex and decide:(
so many things, so little time.
I am seriously itching everywhere right now. :( itchy itchy scratchy scratchy up and down my backie wackie:D hahaha. FLEA FLYYY. hahaha

And I'd give up forever to touch you

2009-06-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

sigh. isnt this such a sweet song:) makes me feel better when I'm sad:) haha.
ohhh. GUESS WHOS' THE NEW COMMUNICATION OFFICER?
heh. cool eh? ME AND ALEXXX:D we are so gonna do up the Guides board and make it awesome. CONGRATS TO LYEANN. OMG I AM SO PROUD OF YOUUU. hehehe. but i think you totally deserved it. AND TO THEA. congrats on being the quarter mistress. haha. even though you dont wanna be, i dont think you have a choice:D hehehe.
LEADERS CAMP WAS SO FUN. but i ate like loads of junk manns.
SWEETS AND CHIPS AND MACS. 0.0 omg rightsszxzx.
sigh... but it was damn fun.
HEY HEY. I AM SO HAPPY FOR ALL OF MY LEVEL MATESS.

Stephanie Tan;; congrats on getting footdrill misstress with cha
Inez for getting quarter mistress with thea
and Alex for getting communications officer with ME:D

hehehe:D
OOHHH. AND I'M IN TENDERFOOT FOR THE SECONES. :D ISNT THAT AWESOME. PLUS PLUS I'M ALSO IN INTER UNIT ACTIVITIES. :D
but so sad larhs. no longer in Coy 2... now I'm PL of D1:D but still, we're gonna pwnzx. i've got Carolyn, Cara, Stellina and Jamie. YAY. heheh.
oko. gtg nows. Tata

I’ve practiced this for hours,

2009-06-11T20:51:00.002+08:00

gone round and round

hello:D back from camp. :)
was so totally ~~tiring~~fun:D
hahaha.
but i thought that outdoor cooking was gross. PAUL THE CHICKEN. haha alex:D
today mrs neoh made hotdogs for us. SO SWEET:D
OMG//;;
EVERYONE WHO TOOK MY QUIZ SAYS I WANNA BE A SINGER?!
wth.

FUZZIE WUZZIE LIKES COOKIES BUT NOT CREME
FUZZIE WUZZIE LIKE TRAFFIC LIGHTS BUT NOT STOP SIGNS
this was driving me crazy during camp
everyone seemed to know it
everyone but me
sigh. but it was fun:3

A young boy enters a barber shop and the barber whispers to his customer, “This is the dumbest kid in the world. Watch while I prove it to you.” The barber puts a dollar bill in one hand and two quarters in the other, then calls the boy over and asks, “Which do you want, son?” The boy takes the quarters and leaves. “What did I tell you?” said the barber. “That kid never learns!” Later, when the customer leaves, he sees the same young boy coming out of the ice cream store. “Hey, son! May I ask you a question? Why did you take the quarters instead of the dollar bill?” The boy licked his cone and replied, “Because the day I take the dollar, the game is over!”

hehe. this is so cute. :D
sigh.

whats the point of being pissed at someone who never changes?

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldnt brighten her own

And I find it kinda funny,

2009-06-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

I FIND IT KINDA SAD

oh gosh, it's been such a long time since I posted and I'm getting damn sick of this skin. It's so cliched. O:
heeeheee.
so super busy right now (na na na na)
like loads of guides/project/YOG stuff going on:(
holidays are much worse than normal school days:(
sighsigh.
OMG. I WANNA WATCH NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2(!!)
ANYONE UP TO IT?
hehe.
sounds awesome. i heard JB are guest appearing? ( wiggles eyebrows mysteriously)
hahaha. mandy was so excited. heh.
anyway
DRAG ME TO HELLLLLL
oohhh *squeals* sounds scary...
hahaa. i so dont wanna watch that. the last time i watched a scary movie was during cs
THE MISTTT.
that was damn gory omg.
OPEN HOUSEEE. was so super awesome.
baked muffins.
AHHHA.
was goood. hehe. and loads of fun too.
i only took like one photo
with CHARMAIN using mandy's camera.
AND I EDITTED IT.
(as usual)

i thought it turned out kinda nice, dont you?

NOW YOU SEE HIM

2009-05-21T22:58:00.004+08:00

NOW YOU DONT

heh. thats the tittle for my SWP:D
yayness.
finally finished it, :D
SENT IT TO MY CRITIC. HEHE. eheh, the convo with you over the phone was fun:D hahaha.
OMG. OMG. i CANNOT beilieve that adam lambert didnt win >:( i am so super disapointed >:( humph, MY ADAM LOST. :( I STILL DONT GET IT MANNS. who doesnt succumb to him whenever they see him?! ahhhh.
omg;there is this awesome 10 year old girl and she's going for britan's got talent:D she is awesome. go here.
she is damn good. when simon cowell smiled i was like WHOA:D

hehe. :) and there is this really cute old lady :D BRENDA :) hehehe.:)

hereee
haha,
oko
going now

AND THIS IS DAMN FUNNY

Her teardrops like diamonds on the floor

2009-05-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

:3 have been having stamford for the last few days and not having much time for anything else:( after school its like rushing down to 1CO and then chiong out as much of stamford homework as i can and then after stamford i rush home for piano (on mons), my mum fetches me from school at 6-ish for tuition and from 5:30 to 6 i have to rush out as much school homework as i can (on tues), rush home and reach at about 6:30-ish then bathe then dinner then homework (on weds), then miss guides (D:) until announcements at LT and then go home and reach at about 8:00 for dinner and homework (on thurs) and on fridays its slightly more relaxed. but still. i hardly have time for ANYTHING at all. so on friday after swp, i saw mandyy and vanessa outside the sec3SY classroom. they were practicing outdoor cooking for southdiv'. so i halped clean up and they asked me to stay back and try the food:D
it was AWEsome btw. hehehehe. <3<3<3
mummy left on Sat morning for Thailand. i told her to buy loads of stuff back for me:D hehehe. yay-ness manns.
but i think i miss her :0 its weird how when she's around i just want her to go away but when she leaves i want her back:"(
hehe. yeahyeah.
OMSHITASS.keeee:) she's leaving tomorrow :( sad. i'll misss you.
heheheh.
yeahs. :)
so anyways. tomorrow schools still on:3 hahaha. okok. NO STAMFORDDDD.allala. yayness.
facebooking now. i like failed everyones "how well do you know me?" quiz except abbys:D haha. yeahs.
MAH LIPZX LIKE SHUGAAA
SEXY GLAMBERT<3

'Cause I cant live without my daily dose

2009-05-14T09:10:00.002+08:00

OF AMERICAN IDOL

OMFG. KRIS ALLEN is so fucking awesome:D yesterday was like damn good. please please let him get into top 2 :D cause anyway. everyone knows that adam is so gonna win so whatever. BUT KRIS ALLENN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
omg. so awesome. hehehe.

anyway.
samantha and estelle and sherilyn are like watching bof. :|
okayyyy.
stamford later and i have to miss guides :O
sigh. so saddd manns.
hahahahahaha.
hmms.
physics test tomorrow.
GAHHHH. I HATE PHYSICS.
and lang arts mini assignment
EFF MANNS.
oko.
think i'm gna change my blog url soon.

loves<3

When i lose myself i think of you

2009-05-13T09:26:00.004+08:00

(making shadow animals on the wall)
Me: Look:D i made a dog :)
Rae: Mines' a parrot
Sherilyn: this is my middle finger

hahahah. :DD
sitting will rachel tang in class.
BUDDDY:D
hahahaha

i see the shadows in your eyes

2009-05-10T21:02:00.002+08:00

hey:D
this blog is so dead:| sigh. my com crashed :(
so anyway. have loads of stuff to say but i forgot... hmmm.
happy mothers day:D may everyone be happy and motherly on this day:) hahha. yeah. quite crappy now. :)
prefects elections
haha. elected the responsible people:D it was different from last year though. they made us write on the little papers:D haha:)
hmmm. really not used to my mum's comp. :( damn. and her annoying earpiece. arhh.
damn addicted to boom boom pow by black eyed peas.
and dont forget by demi lovato.
it means alot too
about how some things just dissapear like that.

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

take my hand and hold it tight

2009-04-30T08:36:00.002+08:00

and just maybe i'll be alright

am talking about sherilynn now

:D hahaha. cs:O

For you I'd walk the rivers of time

2009-04-25T12:03:00.002+08:00

OMFG. TODAYS' PTD WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME MANNS.
As in i got all positive remarks.
and my mum wasnt pissed.
PLUS. I FOUND OUT.
1. My P2 brother is in the same class as Mrs Lee's son
2. My brothers told Mrs Fern that i bully them. o.o
HAHA.
i didnt go, so when my mum came back my bro came out from the car and was like:"
CHI CHI! GUESS WHAT. WE SAW MRS FERNANDEZ AND SHE SAID THAT IF YOU BULLY US WE CAN TELL HER. :D"
so i was like. "YOU TOLD HER I BULLY YOU?"
and he was like:" AHAHAHA. YES. "
what the shit.
my mum said that my bros were in the waiting area and then when my mum was done talking to Mrs Cha she turned around and saw a teacher "babysitting" them. then before she could say anything mrs fern was like:" Good morning Mrs Kang, I'm Mrs Fernandez." ahhahaha.
yeahs. it's one of the best ptds so far. like EVER.
have to go for campfire later. at 1:30pm. to set up banner. sad manns. hahha. meet nicole chan. i think we finish at 11:00 plus. after cleaning up. sigh. sad sad life. :C
listening to: SouljaBoy; Tell 'em ft. Sammie - Kiss me thru the phone. its an awesome song btw.
yesterday i went for maths tuition and then ate kfc with melody:D and then went for singing. :D AHAHA. WE'LL BE DOING "WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL" BY RONAN KEATING next week. yayness manns. we just finished angel by sarah something. westlife did a cover too i think. hehe.

found this cute video of the wastetimechasingcars guy acting as fred:D ahaha. damn funny.

the music video of Jai Ho. and it's sweet. haha

When the person you're waiting for walks away

2009-04-23T21:05:00.001+08:00

What can you do?

standing by the side watching you walk right past me
as if i wasnt even there
like i said once.
yeah whatever
and this time
i really dont care

guides was really tiring today:D
but was fun:DD
nicole chan and judith and some sec 3s were damn funny:D
listening to trapped in the closet by r kelly
omfg. its damn good. :D

The Old lie; Dulce Et Decorum Est

2009-04-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Pro Patria Mori

haha, that saying is damn cool. :D
sigh. stomach ache again :( like urh.
finally printed out the poems:D yayness manns.
finally. but had to ask jocelyn to send me the microsoft word one
because my computer got some problem. :O
STRESS MANNS :(
and damn dizzy. like the room is spinning.
i think its the new specs :P hehe.
after camp fire prep walked with agatha and zarah and ruth to 3CO
then walked with agatha down:D
and she kept going :"
OMG YOU MUST SIGN UP FOR CHRISTMAS ISLAND OKAY?!
IT'S LIKE THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD"
haha.
she's damn cute.
helped ms goh to "harvest" the chilli. :D
and water the plants.
and WONG&CHA meiyin were with me.
ahh. sigh. it was damn fun.
HAHA. rain dance:D
just read a jessie pope poem
and it's damn cool
as in.
it;s damn one sided. :D
but really nice to read.
really...
lyrical:D

watching you walk away
should i call you?
should i ask you to wait up?
suddenly i get it
you're walking away from me
arent you?

Let's keep givin' out,
Breakin' down; I'm fallin'.
Head keeps tellin' me,
This can't be worth all of this.
Holdin' onto my heart, feel the rush.
I'm ready to run forever.
I'm holdin' it together,
'Cause I'm comin' to you.
I don't know how far I've got,
But I don't care.
-Running
David Archuleta

Kiss me through the phone

2009-04-19T21:21:00.012+08:00

"HEY GUIDES"
"HOW CAN YOU STEREOTYPE US LIKE THAT?"
"SO YOU'RE NOT GUIDES?"

hehe. Wen Er is damn funny manns. hahha. watching presidents charity show thing.
*fan girl scream* OMG. THEY'RE SHOWING X MEN 2 ON CHANNEL 5 NEXT SUNDAY. ahhhhh.
i love love love love love XMEN. i so wanna watch X MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE. ohhhhehmmmmgeeeeee mannns. i love wolverine and night crawler and rogue (the other one with the cooool power absorbtion thing). ohemefffgee manns. sigh. i need to calm down
678 triple 9 8212
that song is damn nice.
hehehe. KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE. :D
nice song.

AHHHHHH. X MENNNN. HEHEHE. sigh. i love the animated series. isnt it awesome. AND ZAC EFRON. SIGH. MANDI went to watch 17 again. and she says it was damn good. AHH.i wanna watch it. ANYONE WANNA WATCH WITH ME!? sigh. he is so pretty. as in seriously manns. mandi kept going on about it.
I WANNA WATCH IT:D
as in both shows.

sticking your fingers into your ears
scrunching your eyes so hard they hurt
telling yourself it'll never happen again
but while you tell yourself that
inside you know it'll never stop

2009-04-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

"THE GIRL WAS INJURED BY A SECURITY GUARD"

seriously judith. you couldnt do better than that?
hahahaha. camp was serisously fun okayys:D it was so awesome. but it wouldve rocked even better if nicole came. :(
JUDITH. I SO PWN YOU AT STARING COMPETITIONS:D. and you ruined nightwalk:DD hehehe. kept laughing and laughing. :O hehe. then make vanessa laugh also. the best was mandy larhs. :) so freaky.
so anyways.
i've got new specs:D and they look realllly geekish. and they're black:D

we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be.

that sounds damn pretty and happy:D
hehehe.
ahhh.

hearing the shouts and and screaming.
hearing the anger in their voices
closing your eyes to try and pretend its not happening
but knowing the harder you try to avoid it
the faster and harder it comes

She's so much better than me (so much better)
I'm so unworthy of her (so unworthy of her)
Why does she stay? Why does she stay?
Tell me why? Why? why? why?
Why? why? why? why?
-mad NEYO

I'm getting over you

2009-04-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

(2:49 PM) Poison kisses in the rain:
whatever larh
(2:49 PM) Poison kisses in the rain:
dont care anymore
(2:50 PM) wenqian;:
you sure you dont care?
(2:50 PM) Poison kisses in the rain:
i dont know

i dont know
but i do know that alot has changed so far
last year i wouldnt even have said such things
last year you wouldnt have been pissed at all
last year i wouldve cried about it
now i feel so indifferent towards it
of course i was sad at first
but after a nights sleep
i dont really feel much
i admit i did ask someone to help me check
but then i thought
whats the point
its just gonna repeat
and repeat
and repeat
so i'll save you the trouble.

And i know you're just around the corner but just around the corner is not enough

2009-04-11T23:19:00.004+08:00

sigh
now with all the work and the sleepless nights
the tears and the fustration
i am so so so so so so pissed right now
everything i've been working towards looks like its just gonna topple on top of me
at the begining of the year i made a simple resoulutoion
that i'd get the combi that i want
and that i'd do alright for my cca
and just when it seems so close
everything just dissapears
the dreams
the nightmares
its all coming down on me so fast
i feel as if i cant breathe, like everything is just drowning me
its all taking a toll on me now
i've been getting really irritable
as in i cant seem to control my anger and fustration
i've been snapping at the people whom always been there for me
but now it just takes one or two words to cause me to snap
a simple sorry can piss me off like theres no tommorow
its all so empty
its all so...
insincere
i guess you're not the one in the wrong
but me
it's just that when you do something over and over again
and keep apologising after that,
it doesnt make a difference.
i guess it wasnt you that pissed me off
but myself
i kept thinking that you'd always be there for me
i guess i relied on you too much
i expected you to always cheer me up
because in the begining you always had
i always turned to you
and you were always there
but now you have your own things to worry about
and i guess i feel dejected and i'm sorry for being so cold
i really am
now staring at the picture that we took just on thursday
i feel the memories rushing back
all the time that we spent talking during the holidays
when we talked about the crappiest things
like cleopatra
and we'd end up laughing our asses off
now that school has reopend everything has changed
i'm sorry i expected the same goofy person that i talked to during the hols
i'm sorry i was depended on you so much
i really am

reading all the posts i wrote in sec 1 bring back so many memories

Banging on your front door, my pride spilled on the floor

2009-04-11T11:11:00.002+08:00

omfg. i love jason mraz

arh.
stomach ache :(
yeahs
tuition later:D
heee.
going myself larhs.
ahaha. dont wanna go with my mum
'cause then i have to leave earlier:D
i'd rather stay here first

remember telling a friend
"just give her another chance, she would like that"
but then after logging out of msn
i cant help but think to myself
you could tell someone something
but when it comes to you
do you have the courage and the forgiveness to do the same?
do you also just smile and pretend that nothing had happened?
is it really that easy to let something that has hurt you so bad go?
or do you just bury it deep inside
hoping so hard that it would just go away
but when it doesnt
what can you do but kick youself
you can tell yourself that it wasnt your fault that all this ended this way
but inside you know that it was all your fault this way
because it takes two to make this to happen
if you'd never forgiven her
you wouldnt be in this position
'cause dear
it takes two hands to clap
i shouldnt have been so stupid

I've waited all my life to cross this line

2009-04-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

look:D i can spell my name with songs

Right now nananana (akon)
Untouched (the veronicas)
You found me (the fray)
Insomnia (Craig David)
Never gonna be alone (nickelback)
Guess who batman (lily allen)

hehe. yeahs well that was out of boredom. :X
jus watched the final scene of the ring on youtube but it was rescored so it wasnt scary
:O hehehe.
the unborn was AWESOME but so effing scary
like i was covering my face the whole time
heh. but it was like super fun:D
spent 11 bucks on neoprints with jenny
and yeahs.
it was quite nice larh
HEYHEY:)
i'm gonna be in charge of some stuff during unit camp
yayness
at least then i wont be so bored yeahs.
hehheeee.
but i cant wait for unit camp
last year was a blast

i dont know how i'm gonna manage my time.
i have campfire item
yog camp
and unit camp thing. ahhh. shit
:B

sitting infront of the computer
talking to you is like talking to a robot
you have smart answers
philospical answers
but all of it is just talk
but what does all of it mean
when what you say
you dont really mean

yeah, i know you love me

2009-04-10T11:31:00.004+08:00

heyhey;;
going to meet jenny later @ cathy cini:D
yeahhhhs manns. to wathc the unborn..
ayeya;; we should go on a level outing in june. :D yeahsss. go and watch movies alrights:) sounds fun, hehe. in june arhhh

the dreams are all coming back now
like a flood waiting to rush back
now everytime i close my eyes
i see your face
the hatred and anger in your eyes
you never gave me the chance to explain myself
i told you it was all a misunderstanding
but you refused to beilieve it
the last thing you told me
"i knew this would happen, i knew you'd do this to me"
every night i dont wanna sleep
'cause everytime i close my eyes
i see you

" i like walking in the rain;
cause no one knows i'm crying"

We speak in different voices when we're fighting with the ones we love

2009-04-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

went for lunch with deeyanah, aisha, nurull, mandy soo, charlotttte... hehe.
at macs:D its was damn fun.
" and while were laughing at lame jokes, aisyah is busily stealing my fries"
AHAHA. yeahs, it was fun:D
sports day PWNED MANNS. heh
GUIDES GOT 3RD FOR CCA RELAY. yesss
VANESSA WAS DAMN FAST
yeahs. the teachers relay was damn coool

heyhey.
gona watch the unborn w/ jenny tomorrow:D
yeahs.
we'll go on a level outing when 17 again comes out okiess
heh. :D

what if there isnt a way out?

guess what;; grandpa is into pet society too:O

2009-04-07T15:45:00.002+08:00

hehehehe. :DD
jkjk
but it's damn cute:D hahahah. anyways;;
today was weird. :O hahah. all the teachers love daoing me :( hahah. AND WE FINALLY GOT OUR CLASSS T:D thanks SHERRILYN KEE :P you made it awesomer
yeahs. well
now i know what its like to be kept waiting indefinately for someone who askes you to give her a minute.
haha.
" hold on, be right back"
oh really?
yeah well
whatever.
i'm so leaving now
done with waiting
bye

isnt it so unfair how some people look like supermodels and some look like, well, me

2009-04-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends
.1. Beer: homer simpson
2. Food: pie
3. Relationships: ships and broken hearts.
4. Your crush: ice. crushed ice
5. Power Rangers: ultraman
6. Life: is a maze
7. The President:OHBAHMAH. OBAHMAH
8. Yummy: instant noodles:D
9. Cars: porche...
10. Movies: Confessions of a Shopaholic
11. Halloween: Pumpkins
12. Sex: Porn... i dont know why.
13. Religion: GOD
14. Hate: is a very storng emotion. i prefer DISLIKE
15. Fear: clowns with runny make up running after you with knives
.16. Marriage: is a boat that, most of the time, sinks
17. Blondes: have more fun
18. Slippers: my painful toe
19. Shoes: 9 inched heels
20. Asians: are being prejudiced against but pwn your skinny asses all the same
21. Pass time: ? tests?
22. One night stand: hmmm. OMG ROBERT PATTINSON.
23. My cell phone: Sony Ericcson
24. Smoke: smells bad
25. Fantasy: faries and gnomes
26. College: nerds... wait, sucessful nerds
27. High school life: ... awesome? with lots of one night stands? i dunno
28. Pyjamas: spots and polka dots
29. Stars: are blind
30. Center: circles
31. Alcohol: homer simpson
32. The word love: commitment and the loss of freedom
33. Friends: your fellow bitches
34. Money: cant live without it. cant live with too much of it
35. Heartache: relationships gone wrong
36. Time: watches. madonna
37. Divorce: marrige gone bad
38. Dogs: dogs
39. Undies: old people
40. Parents: irritating but loveable all the same
41. Babies: are accidents in the car
42. Ex: your significant other who wasnt so significant in the first place
43. Song: lalalala
44. Color:rainbows and technicolour tvs
45. Weddings: a mistake
46. Pizza: pepperoni
47.Hangout:being with your fellow bitches
48. Rest: sleeping...
49. Goal: soccer
50. Inspiration: MLK. :DD

my preschool friend just came after like 4 years. like she's half ang moh
AND DAMMIT SHE IS SO PRETTY
sigh

if today was your last day, tomorrow was too late

2009-04-04T12:01:00.003+08:00

going for tuition soon
and then after that maris stella campfire:D yeahs. i think i have to wear my school shoes 'cause otherwise it'll look damn weird if i'm in uniform and not in school shoes. :DD but then it takes like damn long to wear guides uniformmm :O hahah. i guess i'm used to it now though. like it's quite quick.
HEY:D MY TOE IS LIKE, MUCH MUCH BETTER. which means i can still do footdrill on thursday for sports day:) i really want to do it. i mean like i've stayed back like EVERYDAY to practice and if i dont go it'll be a total waste of time. AHH. we should sericously go on a level outing:DD eheheh. should be more BONDED.
have to meet the 2 sec ones on monday to bring out the banner.
get the keys to guides room
open door
meet them at 2 ish
take the banner out
paint out
turpentine
get them to finish the base of the girl
nicole and cha meiyin come
finish up the banner

it was ridiculous on thursday larhs. as in only nicole and cha meiyin and me were painting the giant banner. :( 3 people to one GIGANTIC banner. sec ones had tenderfoot and the wong meiyin was m.i.a and the others were like marching contingent. sigh. but it got better later larhs. :) as in alot of people came.

AHHH. i hope my foot gets better. :X other wise i'll be damn pissed.

<3s

2009-04-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

:}
hey there:DD omg i love this song manns. THE REMEDY BY JASON MRAZ:D it's so awesome. :DD and catchy. hee. using imeem now cause for some reason the other playlist has some restrictions. damn irritating. like all the songs cannot play anymore. :O so yeahs. decided to change it
YEAHS MANNS. 19.5 /35 FOR GEOG. heeeheee. mr teo said that i failed. :( at least i didnt lorhs. but i think he was pissed cause he "expected me to do much better" but please larh. half of the class failed :( WHY DOES HE HAVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF ME? ahaha. all the teachers seem to hate me o.o hehehe. mr ang and lao shi and mr teeeee. hehehehhe.

anyways. so in love with 3oh!3 now. AHHHH. i love them mannnnns. DONT TRUST ME.

sigh. guides was AWESOME yesterday:DD as in like it was superrrr fun :D yati. mariam. maria. yes ma'am. i'm here ma'am. i'm quick and efficient ma'am. no ma'am, i did not steal your food, ma'am. AHAHAH. nicole chan and meiyin are damn funnnny. ( when they wanna be) hahahaha.

i love amelia cheang and i apologise for leaving early and ditching you. i'm sorry baby:DD ehhe
I LOVE IXORA CHANG LE. and her "concubines". hehe.

ixora ( looking at me) :" hey there baby."
jingwen:" WHAT?! ANOTHER ONE?!"
ixora (looks shocked):"NONONONONO. "
jingwen:" its over. OVER"
ixora (slamming pen into book):"NO ITS NOT."
jingwen (looking at the pen that was just slammed onto the book):" oohhhh. that just made it worse. >:("
me:" AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. "
ixora:" shutup baby. you dont even know who your mother is" ( leaves for history)
OMG DAMN FUNNY.
i love you iggie.
DONT MESS WITH THE IGGIE:D

and judith. stop trying to ruin Randell and my relastionship. HE IS SO NOT PERVING ON THE PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS. *imagines him standing with his sunglasses in the canteen*
ehhehe.

AHHHHHHH. :D toe feels better
thanks to every one and the well wishes:DD
<3s

it doesnt mean you're weak; just strong enough to let go

2009-03-31T18:33:00.003+08:00

so yeahs.
before i say anything thing i have to say this first

I CANT BELIEVE YOU LIED TO ME DAMMIT

okay. i needed to get that over with
today was really tiring.
and yeahs
many things happened and i'm just glad that it's over
hey, i forgive you, just dont do it again okay? :D
hehe. BUT YOU. i cant believe you lied to me >:(
you are so screwed. i'm gonna like
SCREAM at you tommorow :o

hmmm. stayed back in school
GEOG remedial was cancelled :O
hehe. and like. yeahs.
talked to AISYAH,
stole LYEANN'S wallet
crapped with RUTH LEE
was extra with the sec2 BB GIRLS
and basically wasted my time.
but i did do work okay.
I DID :D
haha.
yeahs
OH AND PS PEOPLE;
got my $$$ back so dont worry:D

"If you gave someone you heart and they died, did they take it with them? Did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?"

i need a little more help than a little bit

2009-03-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

:D this is such a gay skin:D it's like the skin of the day for today on www.blogskins.com:D. yeahs. HAHA.it's cute if you read the words on the top. I'M THE ONE WITH THE REVOLVER, YOU'RE THE ONE WITH THE TOY GUN:D. it's damn cute:D
AHH. i'm so addicted to the Bring It On cheer:D
I'm sexy, I'm cute! I'm popular to boot!
I'm bitchin', great hair! The boys all love to stare!
I'm wanted, I'm hot! I'm everything your not!
I'm pretty, I'm cool! I dominate this school!
Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!
I'm rockin'! I smile! And many think I'm vile.
I'm flyin', I jump! You can look but don't you hump! Whoo!
I'm major, I roar! I swear I'm not a whore!
We cheer and we lead! We act like we're on speed!
Don't hate ate us cause we're beautiful well we don't like you either!
We're cheerleaders! We are cheerleaders! ROLL CALL!
Call me Big Red!
I'm Wh Wh Whitney
C C C Courtney! Roar!
Dude, it's Darcy!
I'm Big Bad Carver! Yah!
Just call me Kasey! O!I'M STILL! BIG RED!
I sizzle, I scorch! But now I pass the torch!
The ballots, are in! And one girl had to win!
She's perky, she's fun! And now she's number 1!
K kick it Torrance! T T T Torrance!
*Music introducing Torrance*
I'm strong and I'm loud! I'm gonna make you proud!
I'm T T Torrance! Your captain Torrance!
Let's, go, Toros! We are the Toros! The mighty mighty Toros!
We're so terrific! WE MUST BE TOROS!
it's like the cheer 4DY and 3CO used:D it's damn funnny larhs the video:D

so anyways. listening to TONGUE TIED by faber drive now. heh. it brings back alot of memories and plus the lyrics are really meaningful:)

what happens when the enemy you're trying to defeat
is also the one you cant live without?

2009-03-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

omg shit. i like did sobadly for CA1:(
eprogress was really bad. like; i only got 50/100 for hist;; FAILED MATHS :O; did badly for geog and got B3 for SCIENCE:O omfg manns. i did badly. like the only A1 i got was in Lang arts:( but still.
okay i must start to set targets.
this term must get all A2s except chinese and maths.
sigh.
must larh. other wise i'm so screwed:(
hehe.
anyways.
my norton isnt working. so cant go to any other webbies
just incase got viruses:D
so yeaps.
omg. found this video
I <3 THIS GUY MANNS
HE ROCKS.
PLUS 3OH!3 FOREVERRRRR

When you're dreaming with a broken heart;
the hardest part is to just wake up

2009-03-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

OH EHM EFF GEE.
X MEN ORIGINS IS COMING OUT:D AHAHHAHAA
FINALLY MANNS,
heard so much about it and apparently WILL.I.AM is acting as the teleporting person :D awesomeness.

OHSHIT, so much work left :( how arhhh. shitshitshit.

anyways. got 3 new books:D little black dress ones;; THE FARMER NEEDS A WIFE, THE GIRL MOST LIKELY TO..., and another one i cant remember... hmm;;
oh and a jodie picoult one:D yeahs.
HAHA. tuition today was damn fun:D maths only larh. like yeahs. damn funny. :D

oko. nothing else to post.
goodnight singapore:D

omg this is damn funny

2009-03-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

I NEED A NEW SKIN

:( but this is the nicest so far.... yeahs. but better than the other one. 'caue the other one cannot put the playlst;; sighsss. :( stresssseddd
TOMORROW; tuition
THURS; YOG
FRI; geog individual assignment D:
YEAH. then thats the end of the holidayyss. sighhhsss. what a waste.

went to penang;; to the resort. OMFG DAMN NICE MANNS. like whole day at the BEACH/SWIMMING POOL. got a LEEEETLE tan:D and like there were loads of ~~angmohs~~caucasians there. but the resort staff were damn nice:D of course you expect good service when you pay 1000RM per night:). about S$500 if you convert but still:O was like, from the SHANGRI-LA chain. so yeahs. damn nice. :D hehe. we got like our own PRIVATE GARDEN in our backyear which leads to the swimming pool. heh

so anywayss; today sucked. like got scolded :( but WHATEVER. hahha. :DD gonna be happpy. AHHHHHHHH GAWDAMMIT. got FD practise everyday once school reopens:( shiat. stay back until 4:30... and absentees will be accounted for:O omg how larhzxzxz. ): gonna have to miss my remedials :O damn sad larhs. plus plus no personal time. :O HAHA. BUT STILL.

FINALLY GOT MY A2:D

haha. damn happy. and who would've thought i'd get it for CHEM?! haha. a science. got an A for science? haha. my science SUCKKKSSS. haha. i wonder how much i got for lang arts :D but i keep failing my pop quizes. :O dammmmmnn. hehhe. the highest i've ever gotten is like 4.5?! 4.5/10 will NOT look good on my report book. :( hehe. anyways. my chinese blog is dead. I AM DEAD FOR CHINESE DAMMMIT. i hate chinese manns. :(

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

in order for superman to come
there has to first be someone worth saving

2009-03-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

hello:D
i did a stupid thing just now by putting my chocolate wrapper onto the floor
and attracting all the ants
so now i have ant crawling on me:O
EWEWEW
haha. ants bring back good memories of sec one
when we'd always have ants in the classroom
and bev would start fretting
and then i'd disturb her with them:D
hahaha.
good times
:D
so anyway.
today was okay:}
PASSED MATHS :D
likse seriously:}
got my paper and saw 14 so i was like.
SHIT.
but then i saw the +1 at the side so i went crazy:D
DAMN HAPPY CAN?!
and gay:D
passed up hist project.
i dont think we're gonna do well. :O
but we tried. hehe.
and then stayed back in school until 3
WHO KNEW NADIRA HAD FACEBOOK?
haha. shes such a noooob:P

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
- You found me
The Fray

why is it that you're never there for me
only until i really break down in your face that you start "caring"
you always want to be some one you're not.
someone whom every one just loves
but i think you're trying too hard to please too many people at a time.
i'm tired of your "are you okay"s and "haha"s
it lacks the sincerity that was present when i talked to you before
i miss the times we'd talk for hours and laugh at the stupidest things
when you were'nt so caught up in being someone you so obviously arent
so until you decide to stop ACTING like you care
and stop being someone you're not
it's been nice knowing you

2009-02-22T21:22:00.003+08:00

hey heard this really deep song today
and i couldnt help but feel how this related to me.
its called SHELTER by Corrine May
she's singaporean but based in LA
it's really a touching song
and i was actually crying to it
but seriously.
this song is dedicated to a friend;
who is having a hard time.
hey cheer up and i love you forever and always:D

What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

hey, whatever it is;
i'm always here:D

this is a cover but the real song is about the same :D

2009-02-15T21:52:00.004+08:00

1) Amanda Soo
2) Ixora
3) Nadira
4) Hannah Lui
5) Lyeann
6) Esther
7) Jia Qin
8) Diyana
9) Wenqian
10) Isabel
11) Ruth
12) Nicole
13) Lisa
14) Tracy Kee
15) Jenny Chia
16) Linda
17) Marsya
18) Stefanie
19) Beverly
20) Amelia C

*How did you meet 7?
(Jia Qin) Hmmm. Pri 5 i think. in the same class :D

*What would you do if you had never met 15?
(Jenny Chia) then i'd be the only sec 2 in my patrol :(

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
(Amel & Amanda soo) AHAHA. WHAT THE SHIT. laugh my ass off

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
(Marsya) Nopee... but i've seen her laugh... ALOT

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
(Hannah & Linda) hmm. No way manns. i dont think so anyway. i think they're straight

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
(Lisa) Yes:D She's my awesome deskie :D

*Do you think 11 is attractive?
(Ruth) WHAT?! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.no.

*What’s 5’s favorite color?
(Lyeann) uhmmm... i dunno. :0

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
(Wenqian) uhh.. on msn a few minutes ago until she had to go

*What language does 8 speak?
(Diyana) English and malay. i think

*Who is 13 going out with?
(lisa) uhhh. i dont know. she doesnt tell me.

What grade is 16 in?
(Linda) Sec 3 this year :D

*Would you ever date 17?
(Marsya) NO WAY IN A MILLION YEARS. cause i'm STRAIGHT. :)

*Where does 18 live?
(Stefanie) not too sure. but far from tuition thats why she always meets her domestic helper to go home.

*What is the best thing about 4?
(Hannah) She always Diaos me... wait that's a bad thing 0.o haha. but i still love her :D

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
(Isabel) THAT THE MOTHBALLS SHE BOUGHT TASTE LIKE STRASWBERRIES

*What is the best thing about 20?
(Amelia C) she has very strange and rampant split personalities :D scaryyy

*Have you ever kissed 2?
(Ixora) AHAHA. NO way manns. I'M STRAIGHT

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
(Lyeann) She laughs whenever i call Esther a loser... which is weird...

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
(Hannah) when i have guides:) !

*How is 7 different from 6?
(Jia Qin and Esther) One calls me loser and the other I call loser

*Is 2 pretty?
( Ixora) yes :D SHE HAS HUGE EYES :)

What was your first impression of 15?
(Jenny Chia) i dunna... cant remember :D

*How did you meet 3?
(Nadira) AMANDA SOO'S LEVEL MATEE :D

*Is 15 your best friend?
( Jenny Chia) HAHA. uhh. no. AHAHA. sorry Jenny :)

*Do you hate 12?
(Nicole) WHAT?! NO WAY. she's my tuitiono bitching buddy :D not really bitxhing larh... BUT SHE'S DAMN FUNNNY

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
( tafanie) Yes. even though she didnt come for tuition last week :(

*When was the last time you saw 16?
(Linda) During assembly this mornign... i think

*Have you been to 5’s house?
(Lyeann) NO. HAHA

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
(Isabel) not sureee...

*Are you close to 11?
(Ruth) Not reallly :)

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
(Hannah) No

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
( Diyana) Not that i know of

Would you give 19 a hug?
(Beverly) YES. :D HAHAHA. i love beverly cheahhh~~

*When have you lied to 3?
( Nadira) Yes. many times

*Is 11 good at socializing?
(Ruth) haha :D yes. and she super sociable... when she wants to be :D

*Do you know a secret about 8?
(Diyana) Yes. she's actually. a secret spy 0.0

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
( Nicole and Stef). Uh. tuition friends :D

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
( Wenqian) She's super nice to talk to :D

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
(Esther) She thinks i'm uncool :O

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
( Nicole) WHAT?! no

*How long have you known 2?
( Ixora) 2008

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
( Lisa) nope. we're happy friends :D

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
( Ruth) hahahaha. i dont know. i dont think so... hmmmmm.

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
(Amanda soo) yes :D for fun

*Has 20 met your mother?
(Amel) not that i know of

*How did you meet 11?
(Ruth) uhmmm. OMG IN P5 WHEN SHE WAS ZAC EFRON DURING THE SCHOOL PLAY THING. OMG. good memories :D

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
( Nadira) nope. i dont think so

*Do you live close to 7?
( Jia Qin) nopeee

*What's 8's favourite food?
( Diyana) i dunno. anything but pork :)

*What kind of car does 1 have?
(Amanda soo) i dont know. i think she has a submarine :D

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
( Wenqian) not at all...

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
(Tracy kee) korean idol stuff i think...

:D did this for fun :D

its only hard to let go when the memory was once so beautiful

2009-02-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

standing by the bus stop and waiting for my bus that will take me for tuition. and as i sit on the seat, i watch the cars whizzing by. cant help but feel the sadness brewing inside me. cant help but want to run back to school and look for you myself. cant help but want to talk to you. now when we talk i cant feel the connection we felt before, when we used to just stare at each other and start laughing. when we could just answer each others questions not with words but with actions. when i could talk to you about almost everything. when everytime i signed in to msn the first person to say hi was you. i cant help it but the tears keep coming even when i know that what happened was then and no longer happens now. i know we drifted and i cant blame you but neiter can i control the tears that just keep coming.
now whenever i see you i just keep feeling the emptyness inside of me. i know that i'm not that important anwway so i should just get over myself shouldnt i?

2009-02-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

12/30
12/30
LIKE HOW THE HELL DID I GET 12/30 MANNS?!
HOW THE FREAKING HELL DID I GET 12/30?!
sigh.
i'm still so pissed that i failed my maths common test larhs. it's like the first common test of the year and i failed it?! thats crap manns. so pisssseddd. and i studied for it too. what the hell. plus if i didnt make any careless mistakes i wouldve passed. damnation manns.
DAMNATION
and my parent are pissed thats for sure. i havent heard the end of it since, what, friday evening when my mum ppicked me up for tuition? yeahs. the whole ride home and she was like :"YOU HAVE TUITION YOU KNOW?! YOU ..." blah blah blah blah blah. and then she was like
"WHERE WERE YOU AFTER SCHOOL?!"
so i said in school doing work and then SHE WAS ACTUALLY IN SCHOOL ALSO?!
and she was there for some parent volunteers thing
and she didnt see me
so i told her i was at the canteen
when i was actually in the amphi
but then she said she WAS in the canteen then i was like SHIT
and she scolded me for lying and other crap shitzzz
and then yeaps.
she thought i went out. after school. sigh.
i feel like dying manns.
she keeps thinking that i sneak out after school.
so because she didnt see me after school
she thought i snuck out
AGAIN.
what the fuck
well yeahs. i've been scolded and snapped at since friday
boy i cant wait to go to school tomorrow.
and btw.
i'm grounded for "failing maths" but i think it's because my mum thought that i snuck out. so there you go.
i'm grounded...
sigh.
that means that i'll be inactive for the next few weeks.
dammit
DAMMIT
DAMMIT

where did i go wrong

2009-01-31T23:33:00.005+08:00

talking to a good friend the other day and it was after cca. walking to the sandwich machine with her and was in quite a good mood. then she looked at me and asked
"why dont you go home arh? stay in school for so long for what?"
"uhh. no larh. i just dont like to go home... it's so... i dunno. its just that when i go home i dont feel as happy as i am in school. as in i like it here with my friends surrounding me, when i go home i feel a part of me missing"
then she looked at me and told me this
"you know ruying, i think behind that retarded laugh of yours, behind that smile and all the optimism, theres actually a really sensitive person in there."
i was quite shocked by what she said. i never expected her to see through me so easily. i mean she's not a very close friend, she's just someone i decided to talk to. and what she said made me think to myself.
why is it that someone like her, someone i almost never talk to outside my cca, can see right through me, when my good friends cant even see past my facade. and i lie in my bed thinking about everthing. is life really that worth it? i dont know what to say.

was doing homework when i suddenly thought of something that happened in school. started staring at the empty cup before me and suddenly was brought back to that time. then heard my mother suddenly snap at me
"oi ruying. what are you doing? what are you dreaming about again?!"
"uhh. nothing."
"what nothing? what were you thinking about?"
"uh. school."
"SCHOOL?! THEN WHY ARE YOU CRYING?"
and as i blinked i felt a tear drop down my cheek. i didnt even know that i was tearing up but i guess i was. i could only mumble a quiet nothing.
yesterday was quite a rough day. as in it was alright in the begining but after lunch started emo-ing and then was gay and then went back to emoing and gay. but once i came home the events just sorta affected me and i was so distracted. sigh.
haha. i guess it was kinda obvious.
i was really sad about something i said yesterday.
i thought we were friends.
and all this time talking to you
i really thought we were friends.
when will you stop treating me like a little kid
and treat me like a friend?

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour
And I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

2009-01-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

hello:D
came back from malaysia:} super funns manns. cousins were damn funny. made me so high there:D ahaha, but yeahs. it's true. haha. THE BIMBO CHEEERRR~. omgzx. i love going back:) it's always so fun there. and we were like playing with the firecrackers. omg. something we dont get to do in singapore. haha. it was like soooo fun. as in even though we play every year it never gets boring. and plus its so super loud O.o" haha. but REALLLLLY COOOL. haha.

sigh. in like 2 more days i have to go back to school:) yeahs; like have to face the crapping and bullshitting. sigh manns. i mean like there are nice people but then there are so many backstabbers. and even thoough you all dont talk about me, please larh hor; dont bitch about other people. please larh. ~~other people~~ i listen also very 心痛 larh canzx? you all talk about my friends in my face cannot 忍one larh. sigh.

anyways. guides on thursday and prefects investiture on fri. at least there are things to look forward to larh :) haha. not look forward but at least something to do in the afternoons, dont need to stay go home straight away:D yay. haha.
AND CHERIE TEO IS COMING BACK ON THE 7TH OF APRIL YAY-ness manns. omg. i am so happy. miss her like crap. i wonder what it's like in australia... haha. must be fun:D but i seriously miss her manns. okayys. i wanna stay back in school when she comes to visit. haha. can still remember when we were in P4:D like friends for so long larh. haha. 4 years already lorh:D BESTFRIENDSSS~ aha. sigh:D
okiedokezx. going now:D
<3s ruying

OMG THE RAIN IS WET.

2009-01-25T21:28:00.003+08:00

hello;; or as the french say: BONJOUR:D haha. finished reunion dinner;) it was nice. being back with the family and just chatting about random stuff. it really nice when they're not scolding and screaming at you:} yeahs. brings back good memories:)
i <3 GAVIN DEGRAW:D he is so cool:D and so is harry potter:Dhaha. funnyness:D i feel really random now. sigh. tv is on. o.o GRIM ADVENTURES OF BILLY AND MANDY:D haha. i think its a retarded show. yeahs; but my brothers seem to love the show. sigh. so i'm stuck with it. omg manns. it sucks. its so bloody retarded manns
haha. hmmm. i wanna watch rush hour 2:D but i think finished already larhs. aiyoh manns. its so entertaining manns. hehe. the trailer was funny:D SHOW ME YOUR BADGE; SHOW IT AGAIN. ehaha. yeahs; and anyways. today was okay. slacked ALOT. must study for GEOG && MATHS. o.o. sigh. i wanna do well for tests larhs so that it'll pull up my overall. and can get a good combi. haha. then become a LAWYER. ehaha. thats one of the only gooood paying jobs available. o.o becuse i MOST DEFINATLEY cannot do triple sciences so there you go. hah. papa wants me to do economics, acounting and buisness studies in jc. wtc?
haha
but okay larh, sounds okay. yeahs. sigh. mah yi hui keeps signing in and out of msn its damn irritating. >:@ he is such an ass manns. aha. yeahs, TAKE THAT FUCKER. haha. and his bloody neighbour pisses the shit out of me. too bad v*cky knows him. the bloody ego shit. corrupts peoples minds manns. plus he has a girl's name. so shit that you arse hole.
bought 3 little block dress books:D yay. THE TROPHY GIRL, DRAMA QUEEN & another one. i cant remember. ahaha; ther're alright. but i love HONEY TRAP and ONE NIGHT STAND. they are like both damn romantic larh can, :D sigh. plus another good book (nothing to do with little black dress books) is falling leaves by Adeline Yen Mah. omg. the book makes me cry can? so poor thing.
XiaXue's blog is quite cool actually. like the blogskin is nice.:D very girly but tres chic. heh. so anyways. she got a little YORKIE?! omgomgomgomgomgmgomgomg. i <3 yourkiessss~ they're so cuteee~ but mummy says they're very naughty. but theyre so cuteee~ sigh ness. oh shitszx. now i miss my dogs :'( one died and the other sorta never came home one day. i think that someone stole him when he went out to walk. sigh. i really miss him. :'{ okie better not think of sad things now.
insomnia by craig david is really cool. i <3 the beat of the song. its so definate.
okiedokes.
<3 ruy!ng

2009-01-25T14:33:00.002+08:00

bonjour:D

i am so in love with KAISER CHIEFS
ehaha; their new album is so awesome manns;
and RUBY is damn nice:D
as in the song
hehah
found LOADS if nice songs today:}
like REALLY alot:D
haha

so anyways
today in CNY eve:3
so yeahs
this is early but whatever
新年快乐:D
haha

wont be in singapore tomorrow:(
going to malaysia:DD
yay mannsxD
to visit my dad's relatives:D
yayyy;
omg funns manns
see all my cousins again heh
happy
plus all the 红包
ehahaha
yayness
MONNEH MANNS

okie dokesz
<3 Ruying

2009-01-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

hello:D
haha
CHINESE NEW YEAR~
heh
watching A HAUNTINNG on Discovery Channel
and just now was flipping channels
and this polar bear thing
and it was called WILD SEX?
like okayyy,
i think it was on animal planet
its about animals humping each other
EWWWWWW ness

omgzx
yesterday was so fun:D
haha
GEOG WAS DAMN FUNNEH MANNS

Samantha: Ohhh; really? i thought there was hunting 'cause there are alot of trees
Rae: Then what? Hunt the trees arh?

haha; damn funneh
and then after school fooled around with the piano?
the one in the canteen:DD
hahah
:}

omgzx;
gives you hell by AAR is damn nice
plus the mv is really cool
go check it out larh:D

got my CNY clothes:D
like yeahs

okie dokes; bb:D

2009-01-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

sigh;
all the commotion in the house is gonna drive me nuts one day

where are you when i really need you?

2009-01-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

and she laughs to hide her pain

sigh;
hello:D
last week was... hmm.
dissapointing :O
yeahs;
i didnt study for ting xieee~
omg
i feel so pissed manns
>:@
anyways;
sick now with the sniffles :"[
yesyes;
and now i'll be blogging like
once every week
or twice
but not more than that cause i like;
dont have the time :|

heyyy
got my ward this week:B
haha
she's nice
but i cant say that about ALL the sec1s
some of them are so rude :O
yeahhs;
well
okie dokesszxz

<3 ruying

2009-01-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

Instructions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

okaydokiezzzz<3
so i got this from WENQIAN'S BLOG :D heh:DD
yeahs;
school is fun but i cant say that i'm not already rushing to finish my work;
and plus with all the family problems
sigh;
yeahs;
so i need to DESTRESSS.
here's the quizzz

[1] I listen to the radio just so i can get nice songs for my blog :DD

[2] I get play the piano to destressss; so usually i only play when i'm REALLY pissed

[3] When I have the time I arrange my books in alphabetical order, then rearrange it by colour and then rearrange it again in order of favourites. Favourite on the left and the least on the right... and then i mess it up again... yes i know its weird but it's something i do. :DD

[4] I cry when friends get angry at each other even when it has nothing to do with me... heh

[5] When i get scolded i always think of rainbows and grass. Seriously.

[6] Every now and then i hear a new song that makes me sad and then for a period of time i'll keep listening to it and cry, i know. i keep crying but i'm an emotional person:DD

[7] At night when i'm bored, I start talking to my "friends" and they always change names because i cant remember who is who :)

[8] When i read chic lit, i usually just skip to the scandalous parts:DD

[9] I love hersheys chocolate:}

[10] I bitch to my brothers about school but they dont really pay attention

[11] I bite my fingernails

[12] I have a hard time letting go of people and things

[13] I refuse to eat anything in the shape of a triangle

[14] I'm have nightmares of a ghost who wants to steal my chewing gum when i'm on a cruise ship. i've had that nightmare many times.

[15] I have a habbit of treating my friends badly :O like Beverly Cheah..:DD the closer i am to them the meaner i act but in fact i REALLLLLLLLY LOVE YOUUUU PEOPLE~~~~~ but still i have to learn to kick that habbit:DD

[16] I get scared when people start to shuffle in the bus before my stop 'cause i'm afraid i'll miss my stoppp:@

hmmm. yeahs.
still have like a million more points but nevermind...
sigh
bring on the work...
bb:D

2009-01-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

helllos:}
schools starting tomorrow:D
finished all of my homework already:D
heheh
yeahs
so
I CANT WAIT;;
<3s

2008-12-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

:D
family's watching countdown now:D
heh
and it's damn funny larhs
heh
oko
shant post much but
HAPPY EARLY NEW YEARRR

2008-12-30T12:52:00.002+08:00

Jacob Black is too sexy for his shirt
:DD
FINALLY watched twilight yesterday
:} awesome manns
it was a teeensy bit dissapointing o.O
they cut and rearranged a few scenes though
ahaha
but jacob and edwarddd~~~
hehehe
yeahs
and Jackson Rathbone also
:DD
and Laurent is cool:D
he has a cool english accent:]
haha
and and esme is so pweeeeeetyy manns
and carlisle is hot manns 0.o
and the base ball scene was the cooooolest:}
oko
gtg now:DD

2008-12-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

:D
hello
went to NUSS guild house for lunch today
and then went to north point to RE rebond my hair
and after that i was supossed to watch a movie but then no time
because it took like 4 hours to trim and rebond it :O
yeah
and then came home and had dinner
haha
what an unfruitful day 0.0
gonna watch the movie tomorrow:DD
yay
oko
brothers bought this lego thing
and they're like fixing it
:DD
TAYLOR LAUTNERRRR &&&& ROBERT PATTINSON~~~~
ohhhhhhmeeeeegeeeee
perfection manns
0.o
haha
anyway
noe thanks to my hair
i look (quoted)" like a drowned duck"
haha
i dont know if it's that bad but it looks okay...
weird but okay:)
okey doke
ROBERT PATTINSON &&& TAYLOR LAUTNERRRR~~~
sigh
ahaha

okey doke; bb

2008-12-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

hello:D
isnt taylor lautner soooo cute?!
omg
and he's only like 16:O
and robert pattinson is hot
and so is jasper:)
i dont know his real name but he is manns
and jamess
WHY DO ALL THE SMALL FILMS HAVE SUCH GOOD LOOKING CHARACTERS?!
gosh manns
sigh
*drooling*
anyway;
i now have this weird fetish for chicken
because i had to like help around the house
so my gramma was like;
eh can help me cut the chicken?
and i was like
uhhh
and then she gave me this bag of chicken wings attached to the drumstick
RAW CHICKEN?!
and so i wanted plastic gloves
and my gramma was like;;
dont have larh
SO I WAS SO GROSSED OUT
and then i started cutting through the bone with SCISSORS?
yeahs
apparently you're supossed to cut inbetween the joints
so whatever
i was grosssed
and the SMELL was so hard to swallow
so i breathed through my mouth:DD
and the chicken came out of the freezer thawed and it was cold. DX
i was so grossed out manns
and then one time the bone sorta broke;
like a fracture and blood came out of the bone
OMG OMG OMG
SICK MANNS
so now i still eat it
it's just that if i think about it too much
i might puke
okay thats it:DD

<3

2008-12-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

hello
rather pissed now and you know who you are
sigh;
i dont know what to say
oh
i do know what to say
do you mind not giving me your freaking crap eh?
to stop acting
because i can see through you quite clearly
i dont know how long it'll take
but i cant stand your fickle mindedness
and how i wish my life didnt revole around yours
how i wish i'd never met you
why dont you just leave me alone
please

2008-12-25T22:08:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMASSSS~~

:D
haha
i know its kinda late and i'm sorry but YESSS;
MERRY XMAS~
i know that the video has nothing to do with xmas but it's cute
so what the heck
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A NICE TIMEEE

<3
why do you always do this to me? throwing me aside when ever you're problems are solved. why dont you just treat me like a friend? no that your problems are over i'm the one who has to suffer? is that it? well i'm sorry if i'm being selfish but blame me for being sad that i've lost you. it's my fault isnt it? it's always my fault

2008-12-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

i hang my head in shame for stealing amanda soo's blog song
but i cant help but loving it
SORRRY AMANDA SOOOOO~
i love your song taste though
haha
HELLOGOODBYE;;; HERE

<3 ruying
ps; i apologise once again

2008-12-24T18:09:00.002+08:00

:D
listening to boyzone now:)
love the songs mann
:DD hahah
anyway;
i keep typing anyway
as anywya
haha
i dont know why but yeah
need to finish my homework:(
omg
i keep feeling like someone is climbing up my window :@
i'm so freaked manns
sigh

anyway
MERRY CHRISTMASSSS~
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE~
heh
i love this song~
HERO by Enrique Iglesias
:D
sound quality isnt that good but it's nice:D

2008-12-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

omg:D
my mum is gonna bring me to watch twilight:3
yay
and i also wanna watch YESman
omg;
the trailer looks so funny~~~
haha
anyway
gonna cut my hair :(

yeahs
everyone is like
RUYING ARH! AIYOH; HAIR SO LONG ALREADY
BETTER GO CUT ARH

sigh;
so yeah
gonna have to RE rebond it
shit
but if i dont then it'll look even shitty-er
:@
sigh;
oko
gtg now;
love

2008-12-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

hello:D
my blog is so bloody dead 0.0
sad manns
yeahs.
hmmm
utt is hot:D
and so is the british accent
hahaha
but utt has a big nose :O
yeahs;
hmmm. peter pan is hot too:)
the movie peter pan;
not the cartoon one o.-
sigh
i think robin from Batman is hot
he's a hot cartoon character
and artemis fowl is a hot story book character
AND SO IS EDWARD CULLEN
duh
oko
i sound so despo now :(
haha
the feilunhai concert reveiw came out today
and they said it was a fun concert
SEE I TOLD YOU~
haha
levi's add now
watching desprate housewives
sigh;
it's so drama and backstabbing and bitchy:)
tht makes it so intresting:D
and private practise is also debut-ing tonight
so i'm watching that
plus plus
GREYS ANATOMY~
ultimate favourite show :|
yeah manns
oko
gonna stop rambling on and on now
haha
watching tv and typing
gonna go now:D

<3

i can resist anything but temptation
~From 'Lady Windemere's Fan' 1892.

2008-12-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

hello
didnt do much today:)
just slept and the electrician came
because we had a some shrt circuiting
>:(
sad manns
it was the tv
so we had like to remove the whole tv :@ and the cupboard
yeahs
thats why we kept trying to turn the circuit breaker on but cannot
ahaha
yeahs
then the man came and i went up to my room to sleep
and then he left and i was still sleeping and only woke up before dinner? o.o

omg i love five for fighting~
ehaha;
i used to think it was a band but it's actually one guy
he has a really high voice
i think it's his falseto
ahaha
yeahs he's awesome
WORLD is really nice
haha

omg there is this video on youtube about this guy doing the
Evolution of Dance
ahaha
funny manns

anyway i am so addicted to this song manns
sigh
called U CANT TOUCH THIS
by mc hammer
loves

2008-12-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

:D
hello
came back from tuition and mah yi hui was surprisingly funny today
0.o
he knows vicky pan
why am i not surprised?
ahahahaha
funny manns
so anyways
allan did algebra
AHAHA
he said that next time he'll start a line of bras ~~chee koh pek~~
and he'll call it
ALGE
so it'll be ALGE BRA
he and his retarded ideas
like how next time he's gonna give everyone a littttle ear piece
and then during o's
he'll go :" OKAY; FIRST ANSWER; "
ahahah
he is blooooody funny manns
i love him manns
he is soooo funny
he let us eat in classs
and ms lakshmi saw and was like :"
ALLAN! DONT LET THEM EAT IN CLASSS!!!!!!!!!!"
sigh
today was so fun

<3

NADIRA asked me to blog about her
WELL HERE~

2008-12-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

omg;
there's this super super funny video on youtube manns

so yeahs
it's really angry but it's so funny:D
ehahaha
entertaining manns
the guy is called
JamesNintendoNerd
sigh;
he's damn funny
like all of his videos are so pissingly angry
sigh manns
i love these sort of people
like got nothing better to do:3
heh;;
oko
going now:

2008-12-20T00:43:00.002+08:00

just came back from the FEILUNHAI concert:D
it was so damn cool:3
and it was fun
my mum was soooooo embarassing manns
she went to do this retarded v sign thing at them when they walked down the walkway singing
and jiro saw
and he was like doing it to her
and she was so stunned
sigh
then she was so overly excited
o.0
sigh manns
but it was so funnn~~
yeahs
i took alot of pictures:X
until my cam and hp ran out of battttery
ehahaha

we did kiss me by sixpence none the richer during singing
it's really nice :)
it's has sweet lyrics;;
but the cover by avril sounds weird:)
still nice though:S

omg
i've found this awesome impersonater on youtube
she makes like so many funny parodies
ahaha
yeahs
she's awesome
her channel here
haha
she's funny
oko
tired now;
gna sleep:DD

this is a bloody funny womanizer spoof manns;D

2008-12-19T12:40:00.002+08:00

omg
I LOVE TOY BOX :D

ahahah;; so cute manns;
HE'S MY BEST FRIEND; BEST OF ALL BESTFRIENDS~
ahahah;
it's so super cute manns;;
SUPER CUTE~~~~

anyways;
going for singing
and then shopping ( i think)
and then the concert:3
haha
oh yes;
i almost completed yoshi's island (not that anyone cares anyway:X)
but yeahs;
i'm happy

got the ginseng thing from korea
some supplement thing
and it's gross
serisoulsy manns:P
i dont like it
but it's supossed to be "good for me" or whatever :D

oko;;
gonna get ready for singing:3

2008-12-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

hellos:D
addicted to simple plan now:}
ahahaha
yeahs
and also addicted to YOSHI'S ISLAND:)
and i'm not sure but isnt boyzone and old band?
ehahah
but omg
LOVE YOU ANYWAY IS ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME SWING PEICES~~
omg
i am so so so so so so so in love with that song manns
yeahs;
it's really really catchy:D

ohoh
TWILIGHT IS OUT ISNT IT?
heheh
yeahs
have been oogling at Robert Pattinson for wayyy too long:}}
but yeahs
he's hot
:DD

so neways;;
got back from korea this morn
and i'm tired now:D
but it's not too bad:)
and ps
IT WAS AWESOME
mmmm hmmm
i'l put up pics if i can:]

sighhh~
i love SIMPLE PLAN AND BOYZONE MANNS~~

okay; shall stop crapping
coming back to singapore;; i miss korea
but there's nothing like home eh?

<3

2008-12-18T12:51:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK BY POPULAR DEMANDDD~
ahaha
jkjk
i just came back this morning at 2.00am
i think
o.o
it's good to be back though:)
blog more another time
<3s

2008-12-10T18:06:00.002+08:00

hellllloooo singaporeee~
going to korea sooon:D
ehaha
yeahs
yay:DD
happyness manns

yeahs
and i'm using my new bag:DD
whooo
manns
ehahahahahaa
plus my bros are so over excited manns o.o"
sadness
aha
over enthuness can be bad too you know?

sigh today was the last day of daycare:(
sad manns
i miss ah mahhh~~~
she is so cute larh
:DD
but i might go again
yay~
who knew cip could be so fun
ehahahaha
yesss
but fun people larh thats why
:D

gonna miss everyone
ahahahahahahaha

omg
cool video:D
<3 the blogger

2008-12-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

HELLO MS CHIA:D

hahaha

oko
going to korea like tomorrow night:D
at 12 midnight:(
must be at the airport
gonna miss everyone
*sighhhhs*
ahaha
i'll get people stuff
:DD

i'm so nice rightsssss
ehahahahaahahah
not like SOMEBODY
go overseas also never get me anything
>:(
hahahahahaha;
jkjkjk
whatever-ness

omg;;
who doesnt love stephanie meyer
ehahaha
she rocks mannssss

<3s the blogger.

Quote of the day;;
( from mr allan:DD)
((but no one calls him mr allan cause he's so funny and so not like a teacher))

GAY is like Mah Yi Hui;
SEXY is like me

2008-12-08T13:44:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO;;

smiley face:)

HAHA
was watching some documentary
and saw this super cute little catepillar in the show
it's like small and furrry
called the PUS CATTEPILLAR
and it's so smalllll
and fluffyyy
but it's poisonous0.o
gasp
heh

i <3 NEOPETS games larh can?
so funnnnn;;
;X
hahahaha:DD
i feel so childish
but it's so funnn~
TURMAC ROLLLLL~

ahaha;; the youtube video of WHITE & NERDY IS SO FUNNY
click here
it's so cool
i cant get the embeded code becauase they removed it:(
so haha

and the what the buck video is at the bottom;;

<3s the blogger

ps; the what the buck guy reminds me of tracy kee
heh

2008-12-07T15:45:00.002+08:00

hey;
i'd like to thank everyone for the tags and on my facebook wall;
thanks alot;
it really means alot to me:}
really:D

so anyways;
practised piano today-.0
sucks manns
i really suck at my piano:}
yeahhs
but it's also bloody difficult:(
and anyway;;
I <3 STACY'S MUM && PICTURE TO BURN && TONGUE TIEDx3
loves manns
catchy catchy
:DD
hehe
but stacy's mom the video
is seriously growsseee:DD
but funnnny~~~
:)
ahahahahahahas<33
oko;;
gtg now~~

<3s the blogger

2008-12-06T22:58:00.003+08:00

~~THANK YOU~~~

so much to everybody:)

FOR THE TAGS;;
Wenqian; Naidra; Tracy; Celine; Linda:DD

FOR WRITING ON MY WALL;;
Christine Wong; Erin; Mrs Fern; Karuna; Lisa; Elena; Ms Theophania Chia; Marie Ann; Andrea; Hannah Lui; Elizabeth; Jenny:DD

omg manns
i thought you people forgot
(and i know most people only remebered when they saw the facebook reminder)
but whatever
thanks loadsss still
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA SOO'S GRAMMA:DD
and thanks amanda soo for the msn convo:)
and clarissa toos;;

*tears*
i had a happy birthday thanks alot okay;;

ALL THANKS TO YOU PEOPLE:DD

<3 the blogger

ps; this is a really touching video

2008-12-06T10:06:00.002+08:00

HELLLLO:DD

whoooos
i'm 13:D
ahhahaha
yay manns
yay

GOT $180 FOR KOREA:DD
happynesssss
and my bros made me paper planesX3
okok
haha
yeahs;;
got stuff
and thanks to the people who wrote on my wall/tagged/smses/msn convos
i love you people
but it's not the end of the day yet
so i'll only blog about it later:3
XD

2008-12-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

:DD
whoooaaaa
ahaha
happy ness manns
ONE MORE HOURR
about larh hor?
i dont know why people already started writing on my wall?
but yeahs
TY PEOPLE
THANKKK YOUU~ ahah
YEAHS
okk;;
anywayys
BEVERLY CHEAH FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY?! WHAT THE CRAPPING SHIT MANNS
pissed
no larh
AHAHA
i bet alot of people forgot:D
because it's the holidayss
i almost forgot also can?
this evening i was like
IT'S THE 5TH ALREADY?!
ahaha:DD
yeahs

intune was fun:DD
my bubble was weird0.o
haha
sadness
so yeah
did CLOSE TO YOU
by the carpenters?
nice song people
nice song;P

yeahhs

okie doke
gonna hide in my room and count how many people forgot
no larh;;
not so pathetic

<3s the BLOGGER~

2008-12-03T22:41:00.004+08:00

:D
hellos:DD
OMG
daycare was funny today
ahahaq
kopi o is so funny manns
"IF I WERE A WOMAN I WOULD MARRY YOU"
ahaha
he said that to the van driver
AHAH
so funny manns
XD
actually people thinks it's boring looking after the old
but it's actually very EYE-OPENING
but serisously manns
like
you sit next to them and listen to them talk
it can be funny
and also be sad
like how their children dont care about them anymore
and about how hard they worked last time:'(
really makes you think about your own life
but then there are funnier ones like
kopi o:DD
he's poor thing larh
I.Q is like only 7
and hes like 72
so he's like a 7 year old kid?
but he's really a nice person
and he's super funny:DD
he keeps talking and talking
ahaha
yeahhs
and i loveee ah mahhh
she has dementia
so she one minute tells me she's staying over at the daycare to sleep
and the next her daughters' coming to fetch her
ahhaha
and she keeps asking me whether i've eaten
like every few minutesss
SHE IS SUPER CUTE LARHHHHS
okok
went to BEANCURD CITY on the way home to but lotus rice i think
i dont know what it is
but it was nice
like outside my house
from the busstop
walked there and then walked home:DD
HAHA
OKOK
long post
loves<33>

2008-12-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

:DD
jab was okay:p
ahahas
yeahs
it sorta hurt a teeeeny bit
as in could feel the needle going in and the medicine going into my blood stream0.o
heh
but it was fast
and it didnt really hurt
just felt weird
and made my hand numbb~
so yeahs:DD
wahaha
didnt cry though0.o
just kept going
oh shit oh shit oh shit
and then doc. was like
OKAY DONE~
and i was like
phewww
;}
ahaha
got some bloody problem with the internet;]
but nvm larh
dont care:O
anywayys;;;
sighs:@
going to KOREA in like a few days
uhhh
next week
I DONT WANNA GO MANNS:(
gonna miss singapore
but like'
i might bring the lappie:PP
'cause Papa has to check his email
so if there's free internet
THEN I'LL BE ONLINE:D
yay ness
anywayss
com is down
as in the internet:*
shit crappp
so thank gawwwwd i copied this and put it onto notepad:P
now all my hardwork ISNT going to waste:-+
hahahaha
yeahhs
so now i'm typing on notepad0.o
heh
HAPPY-NESSSS
then later i'll paste it to blogger
lovesss<3 THE BLOGGER

2008-12-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

hello:D
i'm gonna get my jab soon:(
scareddd
ehahha
:DDD
no larh
i guess i should keep calm
hahahas:}

omgzx;
i love love clark kent/superman from superman returns:O
hawtness manns:DD
and missy elliot's rapping is so awesome
:]
i love woman rappers manns
WOMAN POWERRR~
haha
i didnt know that lewis hamilton's gf was nicole from pcd:}
heh
cool then:DD
GREYS ANATOMYY~
i never knew it was actually about meredith grey?
i always thought it was just a name?
hah
slow manns
went to school
sigh
tired nows
MUMMY'S HOME
it's time to go for the jab:D
gtg singapore;
lovvess<<33

2008-11-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

i LOVE youtube;;
who doesnt?

ahaha
alrights
here are some random videos:DD

she is so ego manns;; and she's so bloody ugly manns:0 and she always keeps opening her eyes so biggg O.0""" heh;; can i have the microphone please? you're holding it on a stick above my head wth manns :P but it was entertaining:)
hahha
alrights
going to school tomorrow:D
whooos
loveesss
:DD

QUOTE OF THE DAY
by jay leto

You know you're really famous when there's rumors about you being gay

2008-11-30T14:00:00.005+08:00

hello singapore:D
[big grin]
haha
feeling happy today
oh yes;
theres this cool youtube video;;
of season 7's idol top 24 contestants

who doesnt love jason's hair?
ahha
awesomenss:DD
and david cook looks weird0.o
haha
his hair is all flat
alrights watching both david's audition videos:}
it's interesting
and they both sing quite well:)
even at the begining
and i think if i were a boy by beyonce is interesting:D
oh yes
runescape has alot of pervs
:P
ewww ness manns
haha:}
simon cowell is so funny
"dont do the what with the high tone with me"
ahahahas manns
so anywayss;
tomorrow there's guides :) :(
i dunno
i mean i wanna go back to school
but for mass testing?
sigh
haha
okok;; bb people

2008-11-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

hello [smiley face]
<3 X3 :D :)
heh
pick one
OHHEHMMGEEEE;; i love the north point extention:0
it's so cool now!
heh
got the new winter clothes;D
awesome manns
:DD
i love Fariz Bin Sarib
he's such a bitch manns~~
sigh awesomeness manns:DD
and CHRISTIAN SIRIANO
omg manns
love manns~
hahah
habboing now:}
and runescapping
and listening to snow white soundtrack
and msning
ahaha
I LOVE MR ALLAN
HE IS SO FUNNY
ehahah
yeahs
he calls the St. Andrews boys gay:DD
ahhaha manns
and he is like so bloody frank
ahaha
funny ness
oko
going to multitask s'more:D

<

2008-11-29T11:01:00.005+08:00

hahahha:DD
went to watch SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS pantomime:} so funny manns
by W!LD RICE ;;awesomeness manns=]
was the gala night and my mum's friend couldnt go
so we went
ohhehmgee manns:@
all the celebs and vips?
haha
felt so out of place
so during the interval my mum were like trying to identify people
"AYE LOOK!
irene ang
darren tan
gurmit singh
(mrs gurmit singh)
hossan leong
etc etc;;"
was funn larhs
not fair larh
my mum's friend the editor of 8 days
so gets all the free gala tickets)":
hahaha
:DD
okok
gtg nowws
lovee<3

2008-11-27T21:18:00.007+08:00

wenqian is so weird
in a good way:DD

MICHEAL LEARNS TO ROCK
OMG
AWESOME BAND MANNS
i mean it's so old but it's soft rock
and its super nice:DD
there's this song called
fly robin fly
and there are only 3 lines
fly robin fly
fly robin fly
up up to the sky
seriously manns
nice instrumentals though;))
haha
but doesnt really make sense:@ heh
AYE VICKY PAN
JIA YOU ARH
:))
anywayss
volounteered again:}
fun
haha
was out the whole day
morning to evening at the daycare
and then went for singing again0.-
tireddd~ hehe
yeahss;}
tomorrow will me tiring toos
sigh
9 MORE DAYS PEOPLE;
[BIG SMILEY FACE]
loves<3ruying>

2008-11-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm;
the 3 cats outside my house like
dissapearedD:
sadness manns:(
the strays:"(
hahha
yes
i gave them names
miao mi
meow meow
and
miao meow
:DD
awesomeness manns:))
so yeahs
went out with aunt today
MADAGASCAR 2 WAS AWESOME MANNS:DD
funny like crap
IF YOU RAISE YOU HANDS LIKE THIS IT'S MORE FUN
haha manns;))
sisters at the daycare let me go off earlier
gosh they're nice
and sister marie is so cuteee~
omg
i love her:))
she squeaks alot:DD
so cute
and sister marjorie is like really nice:}

10 more days people:}
haha

and ps ruth;
ty for the photo:DD
awesomeeee;
i look awesomeeee manns
haha; jk
ty again

2008-11-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

you have just
officially pissed the shit out of me
and i dont get pissed easily
seriously manns
you have nothing better to do than to keep bloody insulting me larh hor?
f_ck off manns
f_ck off

hellllooo people:DD
went out for lunch &&// dinner
haha
okay larh:DD
i still prefer to stay at home:}
heh
yeahhhs;
gonna go volounteer tomorrow:]
haha
i <3 the old people manns
they are so bloody cute:}
ahha yesss
:DD

oko
gtg nowww~~~
<3

2008-11-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

do you even appreciate a single thing i do for you?
well whatever i give up
i dont care trusting you was a mistake
and why do you keep treating me this way? i knew things would end up this way
i know that you dont even treasure our friendship and that all this while
its like a speck of dust in your eyes you have never once cared about a thing
well fine; that i ever told you
because i dont give a damn anymore i say that even though i care so much

haha;
smiling even though i'm pissed
sigh
but what else can i do?
show how i really feel
no
i dont think so
but whatever
what can i say?

2008-11-20T22:18:00.004+08:00

shit
stomach ache manns:(
very bad stomach ache:
haha
but yeah
it hurts like crap
but quite used to it now
:D
'cause i keep getting stomach aches
AHHHH

hey people
went for singing today:D
and guess who i saw at class?
SCOTT E HILLWAY
awesomeness manns
i mean i didnt really know it was him
i just sorta stared at him for awhile because he was wearing this weird hip hop thing
and i really didnt know he was an actor?!
so i stared at him cause he looked so out of place with a cap
and a metal bling?! weirddd
then he looked at me and i was like
ew
and i walked away
and he went into the keyboard room with his bro
so mummy was like asking zuo en if they were having holiday classes because she saw him and his bro
then zuo en was like
:" no; they're learning keyboard, scott and his brother, you know; he acted for mediacorp and a movie"
and she pointed to a movie poster
so i was like
OMG
OMG
DID I JUST DIAO -.-" AN ACTOR IN HIS FACE
WHAT THE SHIT MANNS
yeah
paiseh ness
you know the first class one?
the smart angmoh boy?
ya larh
that one :]
but in life he is wears like he goes for hip hop lessons
i mean seriously manns
who wears bling in singapore?
but whatever
i stil cant believe i diao -ed an actor?
sigh
ahahahahah
:DD

2008-11-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

ahaha:DD
i finally got the screenshot thing manns;;
happy-ness<3
thanks to tracy kee
ahaha
even though i think i pissed her off:@
ahha<3
you've got to love her:DD
plus plus my new skin is quite awesome:D
loves manns<3
so anyway got a call today in the bus
and found out that the caller LOST HER WAY
and called me to tell me that
WAHAHA MANNS
WAHAHAHA
bad day for her manns but i love her anyways;
she cracks me up ~CLEOPATRA
ahha<3
so anyways;
i'm rich on neopetsss~
sigh;
not very
but happy enough
:DD

what the shitness
i love the channel 5 advert for dont forget the lyrics~
so funny
~you doing that thing you do~

alrights;
shall go now:D

2008-11-19T17:36:00.005+08:00

omg
the song on my blog is so bluhdee gay manns
but it makes sense no?
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY~
ahahaha:DD
it's quite nice larh;;
haha

took the bus home today
but had to cross the bridge under the rain
gosh
i was so wet manns:O
yes
but the bus came quite fast;
and i got a seat
but this couple were making out in the front
ewww;
please larh;
dont show pda manns
i'm not interested0.o
and the seat infront of me;
had been vandalised0.o
it said:
"JESUS IS LORD
JESUS IS SACRED"
or somthing like that
maybe it was SAVIOR
but yeah;
i dont think jesus would have wanted you to
scrwl all over public property?
please manns;
i cant stand people who write all over stuff0.-
i mean it's great that you love jesus;
thats great;
but please larh;
write that somewhere else?

yeah;
the bus ride was interesting:D

{insert heart}<--- too lazy:DD loves<3>

2008-11-18T18:10:00.004+08:00

sigh~
what can i say?
ahah
yeahs;
laughing when you're pissed;
geez;
but if i dont laugh
and take things lightly
i might get a heart attack0.o

OMG
OKAY
i'm gonna gush about songs now:DD
yay~
IN THE AYER~~
HOT 'N COLD~~
SO WHAT~~
LOLLI LOLLI (POP THAT BODY)~~
T SHIRT~~
omg manns;
ultimate favorite songs; (for now)
all the songs make me so hyper~~~~
THOW MY HANDS IN THE AYERRRR;;
NOW STOPPPP~
PUT CHA HANDS UP
PUT CHA PUT CHA
HANDS UPPP~

sigh;
now super gay manns:D
yes;
you know those sorta songs make you just want to
GET UP AND DANCE~
yeahss manns;
you know what they say X:
LOUD MUSIC IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL :]
yes manns;
so true;;3

sometimes;
you have to learn to let go
instead of publicly complaining
i think you ought to grow up
and stop acting like such a fool
get on with life;
but stop to smell the roses

2008-11-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

someone's sitting in the shade today
because someone planted a tree a long time ago

alrights;
woke up at like;
uhhh,
12 pluss~~
ahahaa;;
yes:}
and
plus plus
i have like
piano tomorrow):
sadsad~
ahaha
:DD

sigh i miss school so much:O
ahh;
:(
ahaha:DD
miss the people and the teachers
sigh;
haha:D
and the food;
not that it was FANTASTIC
but i miss it;
:o
sighh~

ahahah:D
yeahs; i guess you dont know what you've got
til it's gone
:D
SIGH~
ahhaha
see you people later<33
love you bitches

{insert heart} <--- too lazy to insert
-&/RUY!NG

2008-11-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

hello!
ahhh;
happy-ness manns
both parent came home from overseas
papa from china
and mummy from K.L
and they both bought me stuff~
ahahaha
papa bought me C.Ds
and mummy bought me
9 t- shirts
1 key chain
1 necklace
1 bag
& 1wallet

gosh i'm happpy:DD
ahaha;DD
but the clothes are mostly for korea~:DD
we're leaving on the 10th and coming back on the 18th:D
ahaha
so people
miss me;D

love you bitches<3

♥;; -&/RUY!NG

2008-11-16T12:25:00.004+08:00

omg mannzx
i love love love love CHRISTOPH SANDERS
(dont you? :})
omg
ahahaha;;
from ghost whisperer
O___o
:DD
but seriously manns~
he's so coool~~
sigh-ness manns;
he is so bluhdee hot manns;
he rocks better than the little kid that played ned the other time manns:O
i mean cause he was like younger and stuffs
;D
but anyways;
CRISTOPH SANDERS MANNS♥
ahahaha;;
so anyways;
~t shirt by shaontelle rocks;D~
anywayys;
i love my new music player;
the songs pwnzx
using the com in the kitchen now:DD
because my gramma is like cooking
and she wants to check on me:}
but i like sitting here;
she's making chicken rice;
so it smells damn nice~
ahaha
i miss mummmy~
i dunno why
but i guess i just do;DD
in kl now
she better buy stuff for me manns~
love you bitches

♥ ;; -&/RUY!NG

2008-11-15T15:06:00.005+08:00

shit
SHIT
alrighties;
ahha
tuiton was super fun but tiring 0.o
allan's class is funn~
yeahs;
sad though;
collin wont be teaching me anymore -.-"
he was super cool okay?!
anywayss;
the old music player went crazy
so i had to get this one
but i still need to edit it cause it's weird looking 0.o
yeah;
abit loppsided:DD
ahaha:DD
but there is like
LOADS
of songs which i couldnt find on myflashfetish
well yeahs;
i know there are like
REALLY little songs now;
but i'm gonna put some more later~
yayss
anywayss;
bored like crap shitz now manns 0.o""
oko;;
gonna go get a life now~
i love you bitches ♥

♥;; -&/RUY!NG

2008-11-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

alrights;
boredd~
ahaha:DD
neopets is fun manns;;
omg; i feel like such a loser manns
0.o
but it's serisouly fun manns:DD
ahaha;;
yeahs

sometimes as i lie on my bed
i ask myself
could i have prevented this from happening?
could i have prevented this from ever really happening and thus
making me so misrable?
then when i think about it
i come to a conclusion
no
i couldnt have
because i know that even if it didnt happen
other things would have happened
to take its place
you know;
sometimes i think about you when i'm with others
i cant help but feel a pang of regret
but then when i think of what you've done
stabbing me in the back
i know you're just not worth it
not worth all my tears

♥;; -&/RUY!NG

2008-11-14T15:07:00.004+08:00

when you're left alone in the world
when everyone stops caring
when your best friend walks out on you
the only thing that's pushing you on
is the fact that the life
just goes on

so anywayys;
bored like CRAPSHIATS now;;
and playing the bluhdee neopets games
which are surprisingly entertaining0.o
hahahaha:DD
yeahhs:}

hmmm;;
bro's playin on his ds and the sound thing is reallly loudd:0
yeahs;
transformers
and its actually quite fun
but i died at like this level
so i gave up
hahas
yeahhhss<3 you know i feel like such a pig manns; woke up at like 2.00pm?! what the crapping shiats manns 0___O that was like 1 hour and 17 mins ago ahhh pig pig pig manns AHAHAHAHAHAHA:D i sleep at like 2 AM AND WAKE UP AT LIKE 2 PM isnt that like 12 hours ?! ahhh gawdammit i am such a pig manns sigh;;

♥;; -&/RUY!NG